Friday, April 1, 2011

Happy April Fools Day!

HA! they called for 4-8 inches of snow starting at midnight and it still has yet to give us one single snow flake.  Makes me HAPPY :) Happy April Fools Day....

I have such great expectations for getting home and running before I pick up Bman but then I get home and I think oh I should do this or that....then end up doing nothing and pacing the house waiting to go get Bman.  I didn't run, didn't do any of the this and that's.  If I didn't feel guilty before I sure do now.... I don't understand from the time I leave work till the time I get home how I lose that feeling of "oh man I can't wait to run" to "oh man do I have to run"..... I'm so frustrated with myself.  I've so lost that love of running feeling since I had my son, I want it back.  If anyone sees it can you let me know. lol

I'm going to try and start getting up earlier in the mornng and running then.  I think that would be the best time for me seeing how by late afternoon I feel like doing nothing and have a ton of Motherly things still to do.  I was going to this morning but I thought it was going to be snowing so decided to start this on a good morning... I really should have gotten up seeing how it was beautiful out this morning.  I can't make promises to myself to get out b/c that only makes me feel worse.  But I'm going to try this afternoon when I get done work before I p/u Bman.  I've got to get back into running for my own Insanity!

Hope everyone has a great weekend!! It's finally warming up up here in the cold North country. Yahoo!!

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